But it can’t be that simple, can it?

A while back I wrote about my opinion that the key to successful fundraising as a missionary is Doing what God says. It might seem a bit simplistic to some, and totally unreachable for others. Let’s talk about it.

I realise the claim I’m making. To recommend doing what God says, I’m claiming that God speaks today. Assuming that’s true, and I’m confident it is, I’m also claiming that knowing what He’s saying and acting on it is possible. Again, I’m certain that we can know what God says AND act on His instructions in obedience.

Why am I so certain?
These are results of the finished work of Jesus Christ, dead on a cross, buried for three days, then resurrected, freeing those who put their faith in Him from the eternal death caused by sin. Jesus didn’t simply die to be our fire insurance, preventing us from burning in hell. He rose again so that we can live in relationship with a God so eternal that we struggle to comprehend His magnificence. Knowing His voice, and being free to respond to it is a vital part of that relationship.

So God SPEAKS?
To use the phrase “do what God says” is perhaps a little misleading or simplistic. Not because He does not communicate, but because for many believers who have learned to listen and obey, hearing an audible voice would be really unusual. Some people do hear God speaking to them in a voice, and I am a little envious (it would be so much more certain). But for many others, the “voice” of God is found in a quiet “nudge” in their mind. For others it can be more easily felt as a sense of rightness (or wrongness) in the gut. For others still, they read words on a page as though highlighted, and in reading them sense God talking directly. There are some who have God dreams, and others who have God visions. The point though, is that God speaks as much today as He did in the time of Isaiah or Jeremiah. The relief is we’re less likely to be stoned to death if what we thought He told us turns out to be less god and more gas.
I understand those who feel uneasy with all of this, for many people the thought of having a spiritual voice talking to them, especially if it is the creator of the universe, is terrifying, or maybe arrogant…how could I think that a omniscient God would want to talk to me, a total mess-up?! For others, they learned that God stopped speaking directly to His people after the revelation of John, so how could I be hearing Him?
I’m not a theologian, and can’t dig really deep into those things.
I can say that God does speak today through the Holy Spirit. As lovers of Jesus, we must listen.

How can I be sure I’m hearing Him?
1-When Jesus told his disciples that he was going back to heaven, He promised to send the Holy Spirit, and that when they Holy Spirit came they would experience “peace that surpasses understanding.”
As you try out listening to God, look for a sense of peace in your heart and mind. All of the world around you might be falling apart in spectacular ways, but if find that there is a feeling of “it’s okay.” That might be the peace of the Holy Spirit.
When you’re sensing God speaking or leading, it will always come with a sense of peace that isn’t necessarily logical or explainable.
2-If you’re thinking you’re hearing God speak, check your bible. The leading of God is not going to contradict God’s law and principles as found in the bible. If you think He’s leading you to murder someone, steal your neighbour’s stuff, or dishonour your parents, check your bible because I’m fairly confident it’s not God talking to you.
3-Seek Godly advice. Whenever we think God is leading us, we can expect that He will give us some sort of confirmation. Sometimes that can be a mentor saying “no, do this other thing first” other times it can be a seasoned missionary saying, “God gave me this verse for you, I think He’s in this crazy idea you have.”

As you learn to listen to His “voice” look for these three signposts: have you got peace, is it consistent with God’s biblical principles and laws, do you have a sense of confirmation from trustworthy Godly leaders around you? If you can answer “yes” to all three, you’re probably moving in the right direction. If any of those are less than a firm yes, keep praying that God will bring you more clarity.

The hardest part is obeying
This whole thing is a really simple process…hear His voice, choose to respond, OBEY.
One of the problems is that while it’s simple, this OBEY part is not easy, in fact sometimes it can be downright painful.
It can be difficult because it requires us to act outside of what might be our natural or cultural tendencies. It can be scary because we are invited to step into unknown and sometimes untested actions. It can be painful because there will be times when we are forced to choose a path which means leaving behind cherished people, routines, or places; and embracing a future which looks full of difficulty and sacrifice.
For men, especially men who have been influenced by more traditional mindsets, this can be extra painful when money is involved.
Here’s where I get personal. Going into marriage, I knew that my “job” as a husband (and later a father) would be to protect, provide, and procreate. The tension as a missionary is that being led by God means trusting Him for finances, meaning the “provide” part looks quite different to what would be considered “normal.”
On the one hand, there will be people looking at my life choices and thinking that I’m not being a good husband or father because I’m not working a job to earn money to provide a house and financial security. On the other hand, our financial security is directly tied to the relationship I have with the creator of the universe, so as long as I remain connected and obedient to His call on my life, we will be cared for. This is all well and good as words on a screen, but when your family of four is squeezed into a flood prone tiny home of 33sqm (330sqft) it’s raining heavily, and the kids are bouncing off the walls because they want to be outside, the temptation to find some paying work to buy your way out of the situation becomes very strong. In that temptation, the choice to obey God and stay there while He works on providing a new housing option is simple, but not easy. Not easy because I don’t get to control what He says, when He says it, or where He leads me. Simple because I still get to say “yes” and obey Him anyway (I wrote about this uncomfortable challenge with our beautiful home a few weeks ago).
The not-so-easy choice for us all is to take the risk of obedience, knowing that our fallible humanity might mean our hearing isn’t always spot on, and trust that the God of heaven will be faithful anyway.
The alternative choice, to feel always in control, going the way we think is best, is easier in the short term, but isn’t great for our relationship with the Jesus we’re trying to follow.
The results are fairly simply put: when we choose to respond to His leadership with obedience, He will help us to fine-tune our hearing.
If we choose to go our own way, we will feel the lingering questions of what might have been, and likely notice that His voice is more and more faint as we choose to ignore it.

What do you think? Is following God’s specific leading in your life as simple as all this?

The Special House and the Beautiful Home

Recently we were asked to house sit for our friends. Their home is a comfortable 4 bedroom house with a reasonably sized living room, a distinct dining area, and a large kitchen. The master bedroom has an ensuite, and the main bathroom is a good size.

Contrast this with our house: One room does double-duty as a master and children’s bedroom, with a compact bathroom attached. The second room has an efficiently laid out but small kitchen, and the other half of the room is lounge and living space. The entire building wouldn’t exceed 35 square metres.
It is a small house.
With a 2 year old high energy toddler and a 3 month old in the home, space for sewing and craft projects is limited, not to mention cooking, playing, and relaxing. It’s probably little wonder that I was thoroughly excited when we moved into the expanse of our friends’ home. A home our daughter soon began referring to as our “Special House”.

The joy of having space was real. The ability for her to run around without being outside in the rain or in the unsecured right-next-to-the-road yard was, by itself, an amazing relief. In addition, I had a room just for me, an office. Joyce had an entire table to herself, able to leave her sewing or earring projects where they were without needing to pack them away every time she stopped work. 

The benefits were worth the extra logistics of now needing to drive half an hour to work in place of a 5 minute walk. They were even worth the obligation to feed our friends’ animals. 

But very soon the reality of what was to come hit me. Our special house was amazing, but in a few short weeks we would need to downsize back to our tiny home in the swamp. We would force ourselves back into a cramped and sometimes stifling space, in which only one of us can spread out on the kitchen table at a time. 

As a traditionally influenced family man, I felt this reality in a very clear way: I need to provide a bigger house for my family. How can I do that? Inevitably, facing the truth that our current income just barely covers increasing living costs, I felt a sense of sinking hope and rising anxiety. As a faith-based missionary working a full-time role with little room for respite from the demands of the job, I could not see what I could “do” to improve things.
It’s not that I cannot get a normal paying job to qualify us for a mortgage, nor is it about a willingness to work hard. The tension resides in the call of God on our lives to serve as missionaries freely, trusting in His sovereign provision. It is a call which means that we recognise his faithfulness, and trust Him to meet our financial and practical needs through the generosity of others as we give our time, energy, and talents to serving His Kingdom. And years ago I learned that trying to shortcut that process by dividing my time between my core “missions” work, and paid employment is not how He wants me to operate…mine is the call to do one thing, and do it with my whole heart.
So reflecting on all of this left me feeling a little powerless to “make it happen now” as I wanted to.

Around this time, my daughter found a way to better define the difference between our friends’ house where we were sleeping, and our actual house, where she, her brother, and Joyce spent the days while I worked. Our friends’ house was already the special house, and soon our house became known as our “Beautiful Home.”

God was speaking. Part loving reminder, part exhortation, part rebuke.

I should point out that since well before I began my YWAM journey, I have heard God speak, and then watched Him deliver on what He said many, many times. Each time has been as much a miracle as the last.
In fact, in the last 12 months He invited us to buy land and then miraculously provided ALL of the funds we need to do that. He has continuously shown that when we trust Him, He is found faithful.

So as we drove along, my daughter asked if we were going to our beautiful home. In that question the Lord reminded me that this beautiful home, small and cramped as it may be, is His sovereign provision. He reminded me how in 2019 my friend felt led to give me the shipping container, initiating the build of the original part of the house. God gave us all of the funds to build, furnish, and sustain it. Then in late 2020 He provided again for us to expand it in preparation for our daughter’s birth.
Yet here I was treating God’s provision with frustration, irritation, and disregard (maybe even disdain).

God used my daughter to remind me that He always gives us good gifts. Gifts like our beautiful home.
It is a beautiful home not because it is nice to look at, or has ornate furnishings, or is very large, or even very efficient. It is our beautiful home because God himself provided it, and then gave me a family to fill it up with. 

The special house was a precious time of rest for our little family, a time we could have space and comfort. But moving back to our beautiful home was a sigh of relief: small as it is, it is OUR beautiful home. It has been God’s provision for US in this season. So as He provides for new land and a new home, I know that this one will continue to be a beautiful provision for V2 Life’s staff team.

Our God does not leave us uncared for.
He cares for us.
He gives us what we need to point glory back to Him.
He always loves.
And sometimes He needs us to be uncomfortable to make sure we keep our eyes on what’s important.

What beautiful provision is He reminding you of today?

3 ways to help grassroots workers

A while back I wrote that you should give grassroots impact your attention, and maybe cash.
Now if you’ re seriously considering it, here are three really practical ways you can encourage your favourite grassroots worker. Each way is an immense blessing and reminder that in the face of daily challenges they’re not alone. If you choose to act, you will set yourself in an exclusive group of givers who keep grassroots organisations alive long after grant funds run dry.
Now to be really exceptional within that group, there are some things that your grassroots friend may not tell you, but they almost certainly want you to know. If you stop reading at the drawbacks, you might feel as though there’s no hope, but that’s not the case at all. Read to the end for tips to make sure you achieve the best results from your kindness.

What are these three ways?

1- Cash. Cash is a powerful tool on the ground. It gives us the ability to get what we need today, and make immediate changes for the good of our beneficiaries. Whether we need to put fuel in the generator or car, replace a dying office computer (or chair), or pay the accountant, cash is king. Many grassroots organisations would multiply what they do quickly if their front-line workers had more free-flowing budgets.
On top of that, projects like a community water tank or a set of sports equipment which fall outside the usual work can be hard to justify in already over-stretched budgets. Gifts given to the specific project are often the only way that the project actually gets added.

So what do you need to know?
In a place like Vanuatu, just getting cash into our hands can be challenging. The nation features on a number of international banking naughty lists, and therefore doesn’t have access to handy tools like Stripe and PayPal the same as many developed economies. Not only that, receiving large gifts from overseas can create a headache for satisfying anti-money laundering and counter-terrorism funding regulations.
Although giving cash to specific purposes can often be the only way to assure that program is adopted, it can create difficulties if the day to day operation is not properly funded. What do I mean? Many grassroots organisations operate on budgets so tight they’d make your eyes water. It’s not unusual to need to decide to either put fuel in the truck, OR pay the internet bill. In a situation where general funds for operating are so tight, having project funds set aside in the bank account can be both tempting and frustrating. On the one hand, there’s a strong argument for “borrowing” those designated funds to keep the internet connection live, at least until the usual general donations come in to replace it (that’s a slippery slope to dance on). On the other hand, if your gift has only provided part of the entire cost of the program, your favourite grassroots worker is now under pressure to raise the rest of the money to get the program running. If all of the cash is there, perhaps they now need to recruit the volunteers they need to deliver the program. All of these project specific tasks need to happen while keeping the other things going and fixing the budget shortfall.

2-Volunteer. Bring your expertise and skills. By getting yourself on a plane and showing up in the field with your favourite worker, you get to experience all of the sights, sounds and smells which don’t show up in email and social media. You’ll have a much more personal view of the challenges of day to day work in grassroots ministry. By working shoulder-to-shoulder with your favourite worker, you’ll show them a level of encouragement that you cannot communicate from a distance. You’ll achieve tasks that they’ve had to put off because more urgent things kept on coming up. You’ll fix or resolve issues which may have been around long enough to begin truly demotivating people. An example:

During the 2 year border closures Vanuatu faced due to COVID, the small staff team at V2 Life poured our heart and souls into keeping our primary school open and thriving despite being unable to access the usual volunteer teams who would help keep things going. As a result, basic maintenance began to be left on the side for a day when motivation and time were more free flowing. During that time, cats discovered that if trying to escape the dog, mosquito screens make excellent ladders. Inevitably the plastic mesh soon gave way leaving large holes for both bugs and cats to get through the windows into the kitchen and bedrooms. Having cats getting into the kitchen rubbish while everyone slept got very, very tiresome. Right after the borders opened, a volunteer arrived though Mission Builders with a knee injury but a heart to serve. Being otherwise able bodied, we asked David to spend his days repairing mosquito screens on our kitchen and dormitory buildings. While this was a simple task, David’s help and willingness to volunteer was a boost to us all after years of being “alone”.

Very often, visiting volunteers can use their expertise and energy to get a great deal done and to a high standard. And when coming as part of a team, they can be a vital way for the organisation to deliver programs.

So what do you need to know?
If the charity are profoundly short of manpower, they may not be able to supervise you, or even give you an extensive introduction to the location. You may be left to your own devices in a place which is unfamiliar, you may be in a position where you need to ask lots of “dumb” questions. This is particularly true for places where no volunteers have visited in a long time. The ability to simply do whatever needs doing without being “high maintenance” is a real blessing.
Even organisations which are well practised in hosting visitors may struggle to keep you busy: perhaps your skill set requires supplies, tools, or materials for which a budget does not exist (see the point about cash).
If you have particular ideas about how you are going to help, and those ideas are not likely to help your grassroots workers, one of two things could happen. In the best case scenario, you’re disappointed but adjust your expectations and move to what can be done. In the worst case scenario, for fear of offending or disappointing you, your hosts won’t know how to tell you “no”, and will spend your entire visit trying to make what you “want” happen, despite potential negative impacts to their ongoing ministry.
Assuming that you’re the best kind of volunteer and a blessing at every turn, in small grassroots teams it’s still very likely that your visit will have added extra pressure and obligation to the team. While they’ll be happy to have, there will likely be a sigh of relief when you’re gone, and they no longer need to worry about whether you have everything you need.

3- Gifts in kind. Often when generous businesses or individuals have items which could be useful, they can save a great deal of time and money for everyone by donating the item directly to their grassroots workers rather selling them and donating cash which then needs to be converted into the item locally. This is a great solution when the worker needs a specific tool which would be difficult or expensive to obtain brand-new. The local private ambulance service in Vanuatu benefitted from this when they received secondhand ambulances from Australia. Additionally, there can be benefits to both donor and recipient: while the donor might gain a tax benefit (in some places), tax and import regulations for the recipients can often be less of an ordeal for donated secondhand goods than new items. On top of that, the items may be of better quality than the budget might allow, and more specifically suited to the task in question.

So what do you need to know?
The big difficulty in receiving gifts in kind is timing. Many times a gift becomes available at a time mis-aligned with the need. Perhaps a school is replacing their old but still useful desks, but to make way for new ones, they need to move the old ones this week. On the recipient end, if the item arrives too early, the classrooms the new desks will furnish are not yet built. So these generous and valuable donations need to be stored somewhere, risking theft, damage or destruction before it is used.
The converse is also a challenge: perhaps the recipients need a replacement printer for the office, and a local business has one due for replacement in 6 months which will be hugely helpful. The recipients’ immediate need for a printer is still a problem, and one which could potentially cost a great deal in the intervening time.

So how can you be awesome in your giving?
In all cases, listen carefully: your grassroots worker wants your engagement. They know you want to be generous and helpful, but they’re also pretty nervous that if they tell you something too blunt, you’ll move on to other legitimate needs. Listen carefully to what your worker is actually saying. Listen for the pain points. Consider whether your project-specific gift might be a better blessing in the less glamorous general fund.
Consider whether your particular volunteer skills will be a blessing in this season. Ask whether your preference for hot (or cold) weather, or your crippling fear of worms, is going to cause you discomfort and make you unhelpful.
Consider whether you can raise extra cash to cover your own materials when you’re volunteering.
Consider whether you have the flexibility and relaxed nature necessary to deal with daily (or even hourly) changes to your volunteer role (if flight schedules change, you may have very little time to do what you hope to).
When you are discussing a gift in kind, listen carefully and understand whether your timing is right. Can you store the goods before shipping them to your workers, so that they can focus on the work and not on trying to store awesome things that they can’t use yet?
Consider whether there will be costs at the recipient end which they have not budgeted for. Can you help cover those as part of your gift?

In all of this, don’t stop engaging, giving, and going. Your impact is significant, and as you listen and watch your grassroots workers, that impact will get even better!

What have I missed? What other things do you think every giver should know?

But Lord how do I fight corruption?

Many years ago, shortly after arriving in Vanuatu as a long term missionary, the government was facing another motion of no confidence. Each time this happened, the opposition would cross the floor to take control of parliament, cabinet would be reshuffled, new ministers appointed, and government-appointed roles reallocated. The result for anyone working with a government department at the director level, would be to begin the conversation again as a new minister (and often director general) defined their particular policies for the department. It was frustrating to see little achieved, or to begin again after losing the ground covered since the last reshuffle; but more troubling was that each time there was a political move like this, the appearance of corruption throughout the entire system was obvious to many.
As I drove along one day, I was having a discussion complaining to God: I realised that as missionaries we are called to speak life and truth. More than that, our mission organisation – Marine Reach – had a sense of calling to discipleship on a national level. So my complaint to God was founded on those two assumptions being true. I asked the question “Lord, what should I do about corruption?” He answered me with a question: “what is corruption?”
After a bit of thinking I suggested to Him that corruption was about putting truth and legal “right” aside, in favour of personal gain. His response to me?
“Ok, so based on that definition, are you corrupt in any of your ways?” I realised that He wasn’t talking about my most recent visit to the ministry of health, or my leadership of others, but my relationship with Him as a redeemed-by-the-cross follower of Jesus. The question shook me and recognising my own failures, I felt disheartened: if I, as a person in vocational service to God, was corrupt, I couldn’t possibly find moral ground from which to judge others, nor challenge them to be better. I asked the Lord what this all meant.
We started to talk about democracy and the mustard seed kingdom of Jesus Christ. He pointed out to me that in a democracy like Vanuatu or New Zealand, where each adult has a vote to choose their government, the government elected on any given day will broadly reflect the values of the people voting.* Therefore, if the majority of people individually think that being in debt is okay, they’ll be comfortable voting for people who put the nation in debt. Or, if people think that occasionally “bending” the truth is acceptable for some situations, they’ll be willing to vote for those who lie. If I followed this logic, I saw what the Lord was pointing out: that people with corrupt hearts will accept corrupt governance.
Now before you think that I’m claiming that some people are more corrupt than others: this all got personal really quickly. God reminded me that I was corrupt in some of my ways, that I hid the truth if I felt it would cause me shame, that I was quick to forget His sovereign faithfulness when money got tight. Therefore, to the extent that I am willing to live with my own dishonour of His biblical laws and truth, I would also be willing to accept that same dishonour on a governance level.
Based on all of that, I felt an answer to my original question coming through:
We fight corruption in nations by beginning in ourselves. By actively working to align our hearts, thinking, and actions more closely with God’s heart of love, truth, justice, faithfulness, mercy, and grace, we fight back against the hate, lies, injustice, and disgrace we see around us every day. By choosing not to accept those things in our personal lives, we will do better at resisting them in our leaders and governments.
How do I deal with corruption? It starts with me loving and honouring God more fully in every area of my life.
What do you think? Is fighting corruption as simple as being a better Jesus follower?

*My friend Dave pointed out that this principle goes both ways, that prophetically a nation will get the government they deserve based on the way they love and honour God.